This afternoon I realized that the weather was great after I look out through the window, then I decided to room around Pasir Ris park. I feel that the weather would be good for me to listening to my courses while overlooking to the sea and the blue sky. I prepared the courses that I would love to listen while I am inside the bus and admiring the blue sky. Every once awhile I will stopped, admiring the scenery and…
Part 5 When I woke up in the evening, I felt the pain the second I shifted my body. This pain lasted for a week. The nearest way I could describe my experience is, it seems that my backbone segment was being sandwiched by two heavy blocks of cement. When the lab test result came back, it was negative for the entire test they performed which was a good sign but also meant that my sickness was still unknown. The…
Part 4 As my left foot was hanging outside and my hands held the railing, the thought running through my mind that I need to ensure my head hit the ground first. Because if I do a slight mistake, I might just injure myself and my life will be more miserable. Suddenly, I heard a man’s voice said, “What are you doing? Do you think after you jump and die, everything will be over? Do you think your pain and…
Part 2 At the Jakarta eye center, while waiting in the queues, my mom keeps nagging saying that why I didn’t accurately share about my situation, if she knew that I was blind a week ago she would bring me to hospital. I told her that I thought I have shared clearly about my situation but at the same time, I believe I still needed to finish my exams. In the diagnosis room, the doctor did various checks from the…
Part 3 I anxiously dragged my luggage and saw my grandfather sat down at the cashier. He smiled at me and said, “ I believe you are tired after the long trip, your room has been cleaned up, go up and rest “. I smiled back and carried my luggage up. I was surprised that the living room was very clean and neat. When I reached my room on the third level I experienced another pleasant surprise that they had…
Part 1 Covid 19 is a major reminder for everyone not to take things for granted, out of a sudden there are a lot of things being taken away from us, our daily routine, our loved one, our health, and for some our job and business. Seems like everything is out of our control. It reminds me of my own experience, in the middle of 2005, I was reminded that everything can be taken from us in a second. Just…